simple things

The deal is i went into this with my eyes opened.
I was not deceived or manipulated at any stage.
I skirted the issue until it became to big and when i confronted it - viola it blew like the sack of gunpowder that it really is.
3 things i am not over -
I - U cannot even provide me with a false sense of security in a relationship.
Relationship, hahahaha
Wat relationship is she talking about.
Bloody hell she is the one dating someone else - not me
II - I love her too
Why not 3 and 4 too while u r at it.

III - When i go to meet her, i am kinda sorta expected to sleep with her.
And here the dumb me was thinking that u were goin to break up with her.
And oh when asked that whether i would be expected back if i do the same thing
then guess what- no answer.

Basically this just means that once again i have fucked up and this time i will make sure that i will not get hurt. I am nobody to ask anyone to love someone or leave. I do not even consider my self worthy enough to be coveted yet i would be damned if i share my bed with someone who cannot decide.