I never thought a time would come when i would be at a loss to explain myself what the fuck am i going? I am lost and regaining my confidence slowly with every two steps-slipping one and the one I slip is the one I can't afford to loose so the hurt cuts swift and deep.............

Thought the world was wrong and I was right but somehow believing that failed me so now without beliefs
at all................wandering the cold desert alone, every night looking for something but not someone............

Things lost and friends gained......
At times wonder which is for the greater good.

Stopped living centuries ago, now existing because of you as i know you live for me and if i even pretend to do so, you shall put your heart and soul into it and turn it true.

dead inside but living for YOU.